when I'm Lonley

“This song came from the moment you realize you could reach out, and how dangerous that realization feels. About six months after a situationship ended, I got a message from them completely out of the blue. My stomach dropped. All the good memories rushed back, almost erasing the moments where my heart was broken and trust was shattered. Suddenly I was stuck with the question: what if I’d been the one to call first? What would I even say? That I still think about them? That I miss them, even knowing how it ended? All of that uncertainty became When I’m Lonely.”

About the Song

When I’m Lonely captures the fragile moment when loneliness lowers your defenses and memory starts rewriting history. It’s about the temptation to reopen doors you worked hard to close; not out of hope, but out of longing. The song lingers in that internal debate, where nostalgia battles self-preservation, and knowing better doesn’t always make it easier.

Style & Mood

A slow-burning, emotionally restrained pop track that sits in the quiet tension between resolve and relapse. Built on space, patience, and vulnerability, When I’m Lonely lets the silence speak as loudly as the lyrics: intimate, reflective, and intentionally unresolved.